Ballot for Private Members Bills

The list has been published. Patrick Mercer is number one and my name has not been drawn out of the hat -again.
Highest placed Lib Dem is Andrew Stunell at number 11. There is no justice as he was number one last year. I also noticed that Stephen Pound has been lucky again.
I know it is a random process - much the same as the procedure for being lucky in getting your name on the order paper for questions but nevertheless a bit disappointing,